Ethan has all of sudden become very inquisitive about death…and wondering what happens when we die and how we get to heaven, etc…so last night we got into a huge discussion about Jesus, and death, and heaven. Of course this is when it was bedtime, he couldn’t have started this conversation about 6 PM right?
So he was quite distraught when we got to the part that we all die and go to heaven sometime, he didn’t like that idea…so I got him settled and came down stairs, only to listen to him wail and cry for about 10 minutes….when I finally had had enough, I went up to see if he had gotten himself in a wierd position that I had to pick him out of or he was bleeding….to find him laying there crying….he said Mommy, I don’t want to go to heaven….I want to stay here forever and I don’t want to get big….so I decided I needed to reiterate the wonderfulness of Heaven…so I put it in Ethan terms….
“Heaven is a super-cool place E, it has race cars, and lots of motorcycles, and movies, and popcorn. It has swings and slides, and lots of bikes to ride, and all your friends and family will be there.” He started to smile and then I said, “And CHOCOLATE!!!” Then he got a HUGE grin on his face and said “Does Jesus have flat chocolate? ” aka Hershey Bar…”O yeah I said, he has lots of flat chocolate”…Ethan then jumped up and said, “OK Mommy, lets go there!”
Ethan decided he wanted Jesus to come live in his heart last night so he could love Jesus and go to Heaven with all of us….I am not sure if it was for his love for Jesus or Chocolate…either way I am so glad his heart is so pure!! :) I love that boy!:)








